PROUD to be Yourself…

“Don’t wait until you have reached your goal to be proud of yourself. Be proud of every step you take towards reaching that goal.”

If you haven’t heard it yet, let me tell you. I’M PROUD OF YOU! For everything you have done to reach here, For every single moment where you have made yourself strong, for every night you cried and suffered through those hardest shits, for every smile you maintain to pass it to someone, and for EVERY thing that I have forgot to mention here. :p I’m sorry about that.. So, this one was my words for you by deep down my heart believe it or not. But there’s also something you should be proud of yourself.

I am going to tell you some reasons you should be proud about yourself. So tighten your seat belts and just go on and read.

1. Proud to be what and whoever you are. There are a lot of people like you on this earth who think that I don’t have a perfect body shape or I don’t like my complexion or I can’t study like other students in my class or I can’t sing or whatever is it. Remember one thing, you are far far and far better than them in the subject you love. You are that great ‘someone‘ that they can never be like even into their wildest dreams.. ~and we danced all night to the best song everrr!~..Oops I’m sorry about that. Maybe you are a musician, maybe you have prettier eyes, maybe you have the biggest heart, maybe you care for people, maybe you can write very well and maybe you listen to your heart, maybe you can eat more fries, maybe you do things behind closed doors not showing to anyone, maybe you know what most of the people don’t know. You are what they are not. Proud to be who you are. Because you are one of a kind.

2. Proud to be born this way. Let me tell you something about myself, I’m a fat girl and I know that very well. I never weigh myself because I know the results will be horrible! And the most important part, I am proud that I have a body like this. I don’t know why! But I love myself having chubby chicks. How stupid this is no?.. But it is important for me. I am what I am and if someone judges me about my body I just listen to them to make sure that they are getting importance. And when they get lost.. I forget that every single thing they have said to me. DON’T WORRY BE HAPPY AND NEVER THINK ABOUT THE NEGATIVES. Love yourself dude!

3. Don’t be proud on everything you do. It’s okay to feel proud about yourself and the stuff you do but it’s not necessary to feel it for everything. Like you beaten up someone without any reason, you passed exam with cheating, you abused animals or any person, and you bullied someone and whatever it is bad and negative. I’m saying this to you because pride comes before fall. Mind it! Yanna rascala..

4. I’m proud to be different; it’s the best thing about me. Is there anything left to say? To explain? Is it? Then let me know about it. Have you ever seen someone who is handicapped or with any disability? I don’t think there are stronger people than those who face problems every morning they wake and every night they sleep. I really LOVE those people and really, I RESPECT them with depth of my heart. Our problems are nothing if we compare them to the angels’ living in this world with their disabilities. You’ve got to learn so much from them and serve respect to those people. And you never know which deed of yours’ God loves the most.

5. YOU ARE AMAZING!. Believe it or not. It’s a truth of the day. Wait, what you said? Why am I amazing? Yeah ok let me tell you. You read this whoooooooole thing and still reading and pretending that I’ll tell you why you are amazing. You are not that stupid right. How can I know what is your passion? If you have any passion then you are AMAZING and if you don’t have any, then you’re still amazing.. I don’t know why.. just amazing..

I’m so confusing right? I know. Passions are really a gift from God to us. It’s a big thing which describes us the best way. I have my passion, you have yours. So let’s change the world with our own colors and thoughts. I know it’s a dramatic line but at least think about it. This is the right time to show what we are and I know that world is gonna accept it in a humble way. The future is waiting for you and your success will lead you to the best, you could ever have been.

Thanks A lot for Reading!

(=xoxo=)

-The Clever Idiot a.k.a Nisha

 

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From the Diary of Another Girl.. Part 2

As I finished reading the poem ‘I want to Die Young’, I tried to put those papers aside and concentrate on my studies but I failed because you know that I am not that fond of studying if I have something interesting in front of me. I again took out those papers and started scanning them. There was a lot of stuff written on it like some quotes, wordings, poems, some dialogues and other stuff. I’m gonna show you some of them:

  • The thing which I love about life, it has no rule book. (Oh yeah!)
  • History – mystery, new kid on the grid. 
  • The location of my future, there’s no rule book to it and that’s what I love about it.
  • What others think about you is none of your business.
  • In this beautiful world..
  • Be you!

I don’t know how she imagine life and how does she really see the things which we never tried to see. If it’s just me or you guys also didn’t got the second point? If yes, then please give me a Hi-Five! 😉

I took a look at all the papers and they were all different from each other (obviously) they all had a different stuff and they all described the different situations of her life. I was feeling a different thing because there was a life of some other girl in front of me just like the way I like to describe my life in my own words in the form of poetries and quotations. Who is she? She is one of my best friends but she never explained these types of feelings of her. She never tried and I don’t know why. So, literally it was weird for me to read the different side of Ayesha, but I was liking the fact that I have got to know more about her so that our bond will get stronger, I guess. We girls are same if we are in the same age group. This thing is also same for boys. We same age group people know the other person better than we know ourselves.

So, the next poem I saw was a different one and the title was similar as that of a song of Taylor Swift’s ‘We are never getting back together’. But the whole thing was different let me share with you. Here we go-

We can never ever, ever, be together!

I found you as a heavens’ friend,

I thought it was no end..

But every thing was going wrong,

Like I play the hell’s song..

If you listen the lyrics I play,

Then you’ll feel what I want to say..

I don’t understand why our relation goes back side,

And it breaks me from inside..

We can never ever, ever, be together,

Which makes me single for ever..!

The last line is kinda relieving don’t you think? I mean single life is really better than being in a relationship. Well let’s stick to the topic we were talking about. There’s an another poem which is written exactly below this one so I’m gonna share that one too. Here we go for another one!

Love (You)

Let everyday be a new experience,

That fills your world with joy..

But you should also make sure that,

No one treats you like a toy..

You are not just like anyone,

And no one’s also just like you..

I don’t understand this,

No one will understand this..

This is incredible,

This is you!

and you are love..!

 

This was quite good, wasn’t it? Don’t think that these are my words! these purely, truly and deeply are words from the diary of another girl! I don’t lie 🙂 I am a good girl. As I have read all of the poems I know that this girl is really going through the problems we all usually face in our teenage life. But can you think about writing every single thing down on a paper in a manner of poetic lines so that your problems become beautiful? It’s a deep stuff if you listen to me. If you don’t know how to write poems than you can simply write it like you are talking to yourself and just smack your dialogues on a paper or if you are an environment well wisher and don’t want to waste papers and save trees, you have your gadgets! Well obviously you have it as an alternative.

I want to reward you guys with an another poem! 😉 I don’t want you to go easily but I have a better poem from these we have here above. It is written on the other page I have in front of me. I can’t wait to share it with you that is why I am including this one also because this is one the favorites of mine. I wasn’t planning but somehow I am… doing this. Alright here it is-

Be you!

This world has too many people,

Living other peoples lives..

It’s like everyone wants to be someone else,

Be this, Be that..!

Be someone you cannot be,

Be someone you don’t want to be..

May be you want to be me, who knows!

Do what makes you happy inside,

Do what makes you jump out of hell..

Be real, be true, be yourself..

Because, being you will never go out of minds of others..!

–xOx–

There’s more on ‘From the Diary of Another Girl’. So stay tuned for more and I think the next is also going to be something else.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

From the Diary of Another Girl..

Yesterday I was going through some books of my high school and was just trying to pass the time because at night after 11 PM I feel usually bored! I don’t know if it’s just me, I can’t sleep at that time. I found some of books which I have lost that time and never knew that it was already in my cupboard from months. I found some other things like stickers which I had bought back then, some silly games which me and my friends have played on papers and other things. They brought back so many memories that I was literally smiling on the second thought of my school times and the silly things we used to do in classes. My bed became all messy which I didn’t realized at all, but it’s okay for me. I am used to it!

There was a book I finally found which I was looking for (I think), it was the book my brother brought for me when I was preparing for my BPT entrance test in Jamia Millia Islamia in early 2015. I took it out and I can’t explain how chilled my brain felt because it was really one of the best reference books I had in my previous days. It looked heavy due to some papers placed in it which were making it look more voluminous. I grabbed those papers who were torn out from a notebook and immediately I got to remembered what are they.

There was a bunch of five papers in my hand and I was literally feeling good after seeing them because the stuff written on them was belonged to one of my best friends, Ayesha. It was the collection of some poems written by her and I remember that she ripped those papers from her notebooks and gave them to me. I don’t know why she didn’t wanted to keep them, maybe they made her reminds of her past life but it’s not our topic to discuss about.

The first poem I have read was a really special one for me (and for her as well, I think!). It was written really well and I seriously love her style. Here we go for one of the beautiful works I have in front of me.

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I want to Die Young..!

I want to die young,

No matter where is anything..

To find the love of heaven,

To find the peace of mind..

I want to die young,

I want to die young..!

Beyond the restrictions,

Beyond the ‘You’..

To find only me,

To find only me..

I want to die young,

I want to die young..!

To light up my world,

To light up my sin..

To heel up my wounds,

To heel up me..

I want to die young,

I want to die young..!

No matter where is anything..

For the heavens song,

I want to die young..

For the sake of loyalty,

I take a route of locality..

In the valleys of clone,

I am here alone..

I jump in the memories of past,

Which were gone so fast..

I want to stay beyond you-

beyond me..

To find only me,

To find only me..!

I will meet you there,

Where there’s no fear..!

–xOx–

I can’t tell you the feeling of reading some one else’s work without even knowing the story behind it. If you loved it then you just put your head up and stare at anything and just smile because you just felt something unknown which is good. I don’t know if Ayesha still writes or not but I wish she never give up on her this talent. This blog is dedicated only to her. She’s a great friend and a great human being. May God ease her life and just give what her heart wants.

I will share with you guys a series of this blog in which I will include only one poem of hers. I think it will be too long if I just write all of’em in same note. Let’s welcome a new talent in our WordPress world and I promise you guys, if this idea is going to work, I’m going to gift it’s success on her birthday!

Thank you so much for reading I hope you liked and I wonder if you guys will wait for the next one? maybe!

Bye! xoxo  

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

The Beauty of a Friend

What is the meaning of a true friend? Do you have any best friend in your life? Does he/she cares about you much? Have you been a best friend to someone? Endless question can be asked about your best friends. No matter what, they are one of the best gifts from god. You can’t find them everywhere that is the reason we have the least number of TRUE FRIENDS in our lives. What is a true friend and how you’ll know about your true friend? Well, they never leave you no matter if you want them to get lost.

In this blog you will find some beautiful things about friendship, some funny and some frustrating too. So don’t expect this one to be about a good friend story. It’s mix-up of various types of friends. Here are some types of friends we all have in our beautiful lives. No matter how bad your time is, they are always there to make you feel good and pissed off at same time. Here we goooo!

Types of friends:

1.The True Friends.They are the most rigid persons in our lives. What does rigid means here? Let me explain. They will stand by you even if it’s hard for them. They will force you to just follow your dreams and not to worry about the negatives. They will laugh at you when you fall down in mud. They eat their ice-creams first and then asks you to share yours with them. They will talk like an innocent baby to your parents and will mimic them later when you both are all alone (and you enjoy it as well!). They will be with you in your hard times and stay with you until and unless you feel good. You will never have to ask them if they are hungry or want some thing to eat/drink. They will lie on your bed like a tired monkey and wouldn’t change there position if you would ask them to. They are your perfect partner and annoying one as well. you both fit into each other like you are sisters/brothers from a century.

You have this type of friend? Then you are one of the lucky people in this world. Here we go for the types of friends which are your friends but, not TRUE FRIENDS.

2.Friends with benefits. Do you know what kind of friends they are? Yeah you got that right! If no, Einstein Huh? I am gonna tell you don’t worry. These friends only come to you for the following reasons:-

  • I am out of money. When they spent their pocket money on some stupid thing. They know that you’ll give them no matter if you need money or not. And most importantly, they will never return your money. If you never had this friend, you are one of the lucky people in this universe.
  • If my mom calls you will you tell her that I am with you for school project? But in reality they are with other friends hanging out and having fun. And you are the one being absolutely stupid for no reason. You better say no to him/her! Be the sparta!!
  • Can I have your notes? they never come on time in school/college and make their puppy faces in front of you to borrow your every single thing you spent 2 hours to write. Oh yeah! God gave me birth just to give the whole thing I wrote in 2 hours to you! The hell in my life! x(

3.The total tortures!. These people are out of my understandings. They will demand you something and if you do not agree with them, you’re dead!. You have to do what they want otherwise you won’t be able to see the day tomorrow.

One day in school, 2013, me and my other friend sat on a bench close to window so that we could concentrate on class and out of the window too (as this was the main reason to sit there). A girl, with short hairs to the neck and specs on, came to us said, “Get off of the bench or I will punch you!” I mean what the hell! did his dad gave this bench in heritage?. “Let me see if you can even touch us!” My friend became a villain of South Indian movie and the fight went on. My head was about to burst out and I couldn’t handle it more. Somehow I managed to get my friend out of the fight and we finally took another seat. My friend and that specs girl shared a sharp eye contact which made me more disturbed. But don’t you think that fight was meaningless? It was pathetic!

4.I am there for you. These friends are sweet and sometimes really unjhelable (Can’t be afforded)!. Why can’t be afforded? If you ask them if they can give their notes to you, they’ll be like – Of course! you are my friend. Just make sure that pages don’t get folded and I don’t want to miss any topic so please give it back to me in an hour. (the blahs and blahs!)”. If you give a good compliment to their bracelet, they’ll be like – “Take it! I will buy another one. Just don’t say no because it will hurt me and I’ll think that our friendship doesn’t mean anything to you! take it. (the blahs and blahs!)”. You have to take it no matter if you find it ugly [just think 10 times before giving a compliment about something to these people, phew!] 

5.The friends of friends, but still your friends. These are the people you don’t know anything about instead of their names. You have no idea from where they come from and just don’t give a shit to them where they go. But, if there’s no one around! these people helps you to overcome with the boredom. They are just friends until and unless you are in front of them. Other than it, you never know who the hell was he/she and they will do the same. You do not know each other even if you both saw each other in market and you rarely pass smiles to each other if you want to drag yourself out of being a ‘bad person’.

6.The Emotional Friends. Today I broke up with my boy friend and it’s so saddening I can’t live without him. Today my dog died I can’t enter in my room because his hairs are all over the floor and I miss him. I had a fight with my childhood friend, I want to die!. Oh my God! My idol is crying I want cry. I mean really! You just want to tell them these simple things- “Dude, You are stupid. Dude, kill yourself or allow me to go to hell. Dude, do not try this at home, your mom is going to cry over her sins.” etc. etc.

There are lots and lots of types of friends and if you really want to know more then watch this video and I’m sure you’re gonna love because obviously the one and only, IISUPERWOMANII. She speaks A LOT. By the way I love her!

Hope you have enjoyed this video and If so then go and check out her more videos. Let’s get back to me 😀 😉

Here is a poem written by me! (yeah I can do that too ;)) about friends who appear God knows from where and stays in your life forever. They takes care of you like a mother, guides you like a father, plays with you like an elder brother/sister and stays with you like your shadow. The whole family stays in them! haha, funny.. O.o

BESIDE ME, BEHIND ME..

A night before I was upset,

Was feeling at my worst,

My heart, teared apart..

I couldn’t see anyone,

Beside me, behind me..

The friends of mine,

They never cared..

The family of mine,

They were never aware..

I wasn’t expecting there was anyone,

Beside me, behind me..

Then a hand came to pull me up,

From the fears of dark

From the fears of falling apart..

She showed me the colors,

Which I have never noticed..

She served her shoulder for my head,

To cry for hours and not complaining..

She cried with me when I explained,

She stayed with me when I was in pain..

She makes me laugh by her weird burps,

And never let the past of me, to urge..

She is one of the gifts from God,

I can never thank enough for..

But she always will stay in my heart,

As a TRUE FRIEND, who never left me,

Not like others, who I haven’t seen ever..

Beside me, behind me..

I know that wasn’t really good that you almost got emotional. IKR. But I can say that you just thought about your best friend and the crazy days you have shared with them. [My mom is watching an old movie in which an actress is dancing and singing,”let me drink and let me live, just leave my hand and let me drink all night”. That’s really horrible! like her dance steps! better go and wash your face darling!]

I hope you guys liked this one, if not 😦 then please let me know how can I improve my writing. Please do not forget to give your views!

Thanks A lot for Reading!